This from Brother Chad - Please Answer me

I wipe the sleep from my eyes, and put this rig in gear.
After spending another restless night, asking God to make His purpose clear.
I thought I needed growing, that was why I am on the road.
But another day and another load, to me His purpose has not showed.
Some have said God will send me home... when the time is right I'll see.

This from Brother Chad - Forgive me

Forgive me for the things I've said.
Forgive me for the life I've led.
Forgive me for not comprehending the cost.
Forgive me for the opportunities lost.
Forgive me for the wrongs I've done.
Forgive me for the times I've run.
Forgive me for crucifying your son.
Forgive me Father, for your the only one.
Who can forgive me.